i'm doubt

sometime my heart really wanna get the dream, and sometime the spirit have loose.
it true if  i'm now in the doubt, just think and do not something yet.
and when i was remember sacrificed of my parent specially for my mom....
i can't see her eyes when she was crying....
cause i feel she was disappointed with me, but mom has told me, she never disappointed to me. but she just hope i can be a good person in her eyes....
for mom i really want fighting to get the best in my life, and make you proud of me.
maybe i have weakness mom, but i'm sure i can do the best thing to make you happy....

and for Dad.....
i'm really thank you so much for all thing you have do for me...
Dad thanks for all.......
mom ,, dad,,,, you always in my heart...

sulitnya dapat beasiswa

sebahgian menyatakan bahwa beasiswa itu mudah sekali didapatkan, namun tidak bagi saya. Pada umumnya anak yang berplat PNS susah sekali mendapatkan beasiswa. Padahal, orang tua yg berstatus PNS tidak selalu mampu mebiayai uang sekolah anak2nya, sering saya jumpai orang tua yang berstatus PNS tidak mampu membiayai anaknya dikarenakan gaji yang sedikit karena dipotong dengan pembayaran utang di bank. Di samping itu, anak-anak mereka yang kuliah misalnya 4 orang, dan uang utk spp masing2 anak susah sekali didapatkan. apakah yang mesti dilakukan oleh anak2 yang orang tuanya berstatus PNS, selain mendapatkan nilai yang bagus??????