i'm doubt

sometime my heart really wanna get the dream, and sometime the spirit have loose.
it true if  i'm now in the doubt, just think and do not something yet.
and when i was remember sacrificed of my parent specially for my mom....
i can't see her eyes when she was crying....
cause i feel she was disappointed with me, but mom has told me, she never disappointed to me. but she just hope i can be a good person in her eyes....
for mom i really want fighting to get the best in my life, and make you proud of me.
maybe i have weakness mom, but i'm sure i can do the best thing to make you happy....

and for Dad.....
i'm really thank you so much for all thing you have do for me...
Dad thanks for all.......
mom ,, dad,,,, you always in my heart...